wow sry it's been like.. FOREVER! since i've written a blog. my computer's been broken.. once again. jus got it fixed so now i'm happy :-P life's been.. interesting i guess.. lol skool's goin alrite. band's goin awesome! mrs. vroman is so gr8 i freakin love that girl! n her kids i love her kids :-P and miss. miller.... aka MISS SNAPPY! hahaha i come up w/ the best nicknames ever.. it's kinda a long story how i came up w/ that name so i wont bore u w/ the details.. lol it's so freakin cold rite now... i hate bein cold. it sux! whooooo cheerleading starts soon. i can't wait. it'll be an interesting tryout week lol .... it'll be gr8.

katie lynn's havin her surgery on her knee on monday... she'll be outta skool for a week. but ima freakin go to her house n see her! lol it's not gonna be the same.. ima be all alone haha or so i think :-P but she's been needin this surgery for a while n she's finally gonna get it! i'm happy for her but then i'm like nooo katie lynn!!! haha i freakin love that girl... :-P

and whooo i get to see anthony tomorrow! it's been like.. almost 2 weeks.. i think.... lol i miss that sexi boy. :-) .. :-D...

ok well that's all for now i gotta run.

well... homecoming was this weekend.. i couldn't go to the freakin dance tho! it sucked cuz anthony was there n i couldn't go.. yea LONG story... but i had to go to the races @ black rock w/ m dad on friday. yea that was pretty fun. i ran into mike.. aka bibby.. haha yea that was interesting. i was freezin my booty off!! it was soooo cold! n saturday was the parade :-) i marched as drum major in the band then i walked back n got on our sophmore float in the middle of the parade :-P and i saw anthony :-D and i hung out w/ him sat nite!! it was so much fun.. so awesome. i can't wait to see him again!!! i miss him already.. maybe this weekend :-) i hope...

my babe nicholas is havin his b-day party monday nite. :-) the cutie's turnin 3.. or he's already 3.. i gotta freakin find out his b-day! i used to kno it. all 3 of em but i can't remember!!! it's makin me irritated... lol ohh well i'll ask my auntie again. :-P ... that's all for now i spoze....

well, once again it's been a while since i've written a blog.. since b4 my birthday!.. geez.... lol well my party went awesome.. :-D and, jus like every other party we have, there was a water fight.. it felt good tho it was freakin HOT!... it was hilarious.. we def beat those boys!! haha and michael came, that was gr8.. cept now we're not together nemore, but i'ts ok cuz he's still one of my best friends. and anthony called me the mornin of my party so he came!!! i was so happy!!!!! i love that boy!... lol can't wait to see him @ homecoming yea buddy! haha

and skool started once again!.. cept i missed most of the first n second day for "medical" reasons.. lol but that's a long story not worth tellin.. but neway.. skool, yea that's goin pretty good i spoze. i've missed all those awesome gr8 times when we're freakin retarded n it's jus gr8!.. lol y'all kno wut i'm talkin bout! *wink* and homecoming is next weekend so y'all kno that's jus gonna go insane! it'll be gr8 tho, we'll haveta work the water in there somewhere haha ....

hmm wut else to say.. i really dont kno. my grandpa is in the hospitol tho, somethin bout the bottom of this heart isn't working or something. he's down in pa @ the hospitol down there. we have no idea wut's gonna happen. my gram's gonna call when she knows more.. well my dad will prolly tell us when he comes home, he's goin to see him b4 he comes home from truckin. but we'll see.. plz pray for him. i'd greatly appretiate it.

ok well that's all i ahve to say i think... adios

Dear Lord Jesus,

i thank You so much for being here and helping me this morning. i can't thank You enough for always being here and putting Your arm around me whenever i'm in pain or hurt, or sad or.., jus need some1 there. even when i haven't gone to You for help, You're just here w/ me. and i thank You. i thank You for everything You've given me Lord.

Lord i pray for michael that You will help him when he's in pain and when he's hurt. Lord i pray that You will jus put Your arm around him when he needs You. and even when he doesn't. i jus pray that You will help his family and be there for them. i pray that his mother will get a job at the hospitol there. Lord i jus pray that You will bless our relationship. plz help us to be honest w/ each other and love each other and be there for each other. also help us to be Your children. help us both to read Your word daily Lord, and i pray that You will help us to be closer to You.

Lord i pray for my friends that You will help them go in the right direction and help me to tell them about You and how great You are. help me to be a christian in my actions and my words. i pray that You will help them and be there for them when they're hurt or they dont kno wut to do.

Lord plz jus help me be a better person. help me to be a better child to You. help me and be w/ me. and jus guide me on the rite path. i hate when i do things that rn't acceptable to You. plz help me to obey You and live for You. i want to do what You want me to do. help me to do what's rite....

and Lord i thank You for everything, and i love You... ik You'll never leave me...

!~*Sarah*~!

well... that's part of a prayer that i have prayed to God this morning. when i really needed Him i knew He was there for me. He helped me thru everything... well i really dont kno wut else to say so.. adios ppl..

TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAY!! SUH-WEET!!!!

and sunday i get to see michael.. I'M SO EXCITED!! :-*

i'm so frusterated... i feel like i'm living a lie.. when i'm talking to my christian friends, i'm like, total christian.. when i'm talkin to the ones who aren't christians.. i'm almost just like them. i dont act the same, i dont talk the same... (ohh ppl reading this.. dont take that whole thing a bad way..) neway.. i'm jus so freakin frusterated. i jus feel like i'm living 2 lives. and i hate that! i'm a christian, a child of God, and no1 in this world is ever gonna change that.. ever! idc wut ppl r gonna say, i jus dont freakin care! God's the one that matters, the only 1. but today, i jus feel like i've totally disobeyed God. Jesus Christ is so amazing, y'all have no freakin idea how amazing He is. He is everything.. He gave all for you.. all of u..

Lord, i pray that You will help me get thru this.. i hate living this way. a lie.. i'm Your child, and i pray that You can help me act and talk like a christian should. i hate the way i'm acting. and i just pray to You that You can help me thru this. it's just so hard and i dont kno what to do....

well.. my birthday is in a few days. Saturday :-D yay.. and michael is coming on Sunday i'm so excited!!!! i can't wait to jus talk to him face 2 face. it's gonna be amazing. :-) and whooo i get to kiss him n hold him tight! hehe ... michael really has helped me thru a lot already and i can't wait to see him! :-D :-D im' so so excited... lol ok neway.. hopefully my party will be.. fun.. i guess... :-P SUH-WEET 15!! haha well neway.. adios  i love you all!

PS: "LORD I NEED U.. I JUS NEED U......."